#evennn if i did that before. but yeah

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Did you know. Between Falce and Meta, Meta Knight is the "extroverted" one

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Scott Lang x reader slow burn

Chapter 5

Can I just say as I was writing this an ant crawled up my foot ! I didn’t even notice it for ages it was so tiny. Antman visited me guys it’s canon.

This chapter follows immediately after the last with Scott and Y/N getting drunk.

Tw: swearing and underage drinking ? some angst

With mouths full of cake you and Scott pissed yourself laughing, which was incredibly risky giving how blocked with icing your throats were. He looked like a little kid who couldn’t eat properly and you felt like one. ‘This is why-‘ you spoke in between ravenous bites that Scott mirrored. ‘I didn’t get dressed- fucking- up!’ There was cake on the floor, on your jumper and in Scott’s increasingly messy hair.

‘Well you look-‘ he spat cake everywhere as he spoke. ‘Shmazing.’ You just giggled, too drunk to worry if you did or didn’t look good but if intoxicated Scott Lang said soo...

‘Shmazing really?’ He just nodded, his face deadly serious but his eyes were giddy. ‘I’ve heard it’s even- no not even,’ he lowered his voice and you leaned in to listen. Your face felt hot and your stomach was full. ‘Evennn... better than amazing.’

‘Wow really?’

‘That’s what I’ve heard.’

‘Shmeard.’

‘Shame.’

‘It is isn’t it?’

You had no idea what the fuck you were saying, what you meant to say or what Scott was saying. Not a clue. You were confused but you finally felt free of any stress. There wasn’t anything plaguing your mind or ‘killing your buzz’ and that was what made drinking so nice. Too nice but you weren’t going to give yourself a lecture when you were having so much fun.

‘I have a shmazing idea!’ It was a thing now, he’d started it and eventually sober you would stop it. That was a lie you wanted to have an inside joke with Scott very badly. ‘I’m listening.’ He grinned before you told him how much you wanted to be the one Peter had his first drink with. You weren’t sure why drunk you wanted that. Maybe deep down you felt a sort of older sister attachment to him. Or you just wanted to get him plastered and see how stupid he’d become. That was more likely.

‘Only if he wants to.’ Scott added, once you’d stopped rambling. ‘Of course! We’ll look after pe-him.’

30 minutes later:

‘I knew this would,’ Peter sighed, his head in the toilet. ‘Happen.’

The three of you were crammed in Tony’s smallest bathroom. In your drunk state you’d somehow remembered to lock the door but forgotten that Peter didn’t have long hair to hold back. Scott laughed until he choked as you stared wide eyed at the back of Peter’s head, trying to grab nothing. You were just too smart.

‘I’m so sorry.’ You couldn’t stop laughing and neither could Scott. It wasn’t funny. Your heart swelled at the poor kid feeling sick, you’d take full responsibility when Tony lectured you. Lucky Peter had no homework to do the next day.

‘Has the ceiling always had edges?’

Okay it was a bit funny.

‘Peter,’ you watched as Scott rubbed the kids back and tried to flush the toilet for him - and almost missed. ‘I’m so sorry.’ He meant it. ‘Y/N- blame Y/N it was her all her fault!’ Bastard. Lucky he hadn’t meant that part.

‘Hey!’ But you both just laughed. You’d been laughing so hard for too long, you just knew how much your throat would hurt the next day. And your poor head: the hangover was going to be unreal. He made you so happy. Scott actually made your life that much better without his ant brain realising it.

‘Guys..I think I feel better now.’ Poor Peter. You turned his head to look into his eyes and they were a lot less hazy and his face wasn’t green. Part of you felt the sudden urge, as you looked at his innocent face, to sober up. Look after him. ‘I’ll find Tony.’

And once Peter had been safely deposited into his father figures hands, with sober help, you and Scott were given water. You couldn’t remember who passed it you before they closed the toilet door but you suspected Wanda. Sweet.

‘What if I don’t look shmazing when you’re sober?’ No filter. Absolutely none.

Scott turned to look at you, water in hand, to smile. He was still drunk but less so and his smile was so fucking comforting a small part of you suddenly wanted to cry. ‘Shh.’ And he hesitated before adding: ‘You look beautiful.’ Yeah he was definitely not sober.

Despite how little time had passed you felt older as he looked in your eyes. It made you feel sober. It made you feel overwhelmed as you sat on the floor squished up next to the only man who you needed validation from. The only person who you’d ever felt so much for.

‘Think Peter’s gonna live?’

You broke eye contact and felt Scott put several cms of distance between the two of you.

‘He’ll be fine. I feel kind of bad though.’ You definitely did.

‘Maybe we shouldn’t have done it.’

‘But it was fun at first.’

‘Alot of things are fun at first..’

And then his face fell, as did yours, because he was thinking about his marriage. You hesitated while Scott just looked at the floor in silence. It hurt to see him so- not broken but solemn, after seeing him so happy earlier. Pained. You were fucking pained and it wasn’t your divorce. It was so tempting to grab his hand and squeeze it to give him some form of comfort. Would he feel anything from you? Did he think your silence and lack of advice or insight made you a bad ‘friend’?

Your eyes darted back and forth between his face, lost in thought, and his empty hand beside yours and then you just held it. It happened quickly and it took all of your energy to slow your quickening breathing as you interlocked fingers. His hands were warm and cleaner than they usually were - not full of oil from playing with machinery (not that you cared). For several seconds he didn’t react and you watched as your hand in his brought him out of his trance.

Your heart often ached at Scott not belonging to you in some way but in that moment you felt he was more yours than he was anyone else’s. That had to mean something. Did it? If you had powers it would be too easy to read his mind to see if he felt that way too but you knew it was unlikely that he did. The age gap was big even if you liked to joke about it with Tony. At the same time it didn’t feel big to you.

The silence felt the same as it had when he’d sat by your bed that time you were falling asleep. It felt like something you shouldn’t mention. You wondered if telling someone out loud would make it more real or less real?

‘Are you okay?’ You finally forced yourself to ask him because he definitely didn’t seem it anymore. Scott ran his hands through his hair and you saw an almost tormented look in his eyes you had never seen before.

‘I feel guilty.’

And then you felt his hand leaves yours.

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ASDFGHJKL IM DYING it’s feel amazing when someone literally thinks the same as you! And you’re that person omg!! I REALLY LOVE EVERY YOUR BAKUKAMI HCs It’s so them I love the idea that bakugo doesn’t know how to handle his feelings and how to show his caring to kami so many times it turns out like he scolds him and sometimes kami gets sad but constantly back to happy state in the next second like he never mind it ;(

I also love the ideas that they pined for each other before they get together. Like,

Kami’s thought: well he’s so smart so powerful so admirable evennn so handsome!! Like so cool!! So there’s no way that he’ll like me back!! I-i still can’t control my quirk so why he has to choose me as his crush! I-i think i can deal with that— NO! I CAN’T!! You always argue with me why do i love you..? Maybe that’s why i love you...bcos you argue dumb things with me;____; i don’t know i just...i just wanna see you every day i want you by my side..Ughh

Bakugo’s thought: WHY IT HAS TO BE YOU???? Why did i choose sitting next to you at that sport festival... Why do you have to be so friendly. Why do you always smile when you see my fucking face at the kitchen in the morning and fuck that slight shade of red on your cheeks goddamnit what you’ve done to me?? And wtf is this feelings?? Maybe i like you—SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!

I think that bkg is the type of over thinking about everything esp the things that affect him in some way sooo yeah pining for kami is his routine XD

Valentine at first year

Baku thinks: yeah yeah you give chocolate to all the girls you flirt with so where the fuck is my chocolate huh?? You flirted with me too you little shit!

Kami thinks: wow you recieve so many chocolates and candies and roses umm if i give it to you, my chocolate will be neglected for sure.... ughh what am i thinkinggasksldldld

Ughhhh i wanna die o<-<

someone

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talk bakukami w/ me!!!!!!